Nothing.

It's been a while since I've written. I just feel like I have nothing to say. The last week, week and a half or so, I've been kind of in a daze. I haven't really felt like myself. I wake up, go to work, come home, complete what I should complete for that day. But it's like I don't feel anything. Not happy, not sad, not excited...I just exist. Life is moving all around me and here I am going through the emotions. At least a few weeks ago I felt.

I mean, normally I'm a pretty generally happy person. And I can be an emotional person. Seriously....a week and a half ago I was sobbing on the kitchen floor. :\ Now, nothing. Is that normal? To feel numb to everything going on around you? I just hope this is a stage. I'll deal with it, pray A LOT, and hopefully come out on the other side soon....can someone please tell me this is normal? That I'm not going crazy?????

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I have nothing of relevance to call this post. I just felt the urge to write today.

Today has been an especially hard day. I really can't pinpoint why. Just inexplicably hard. I wonder if there will ever be a day where I don't cry. *sigh...

But, God is still good. He knows exactly what I need. I opened up my Bible today and read the following verses. They really spoke to my heart, and I pray they will speak to yours as well.

"Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His saints."

- Ps. 117:15

"Be gracious to me, O Lord, for I am in distress; my eye is wasted from grief; my soul and my body also...BUT I trust in You, O Lord. I say you are my God, my times are in Your hand." - Ps. 31:9, 14-15

His love endures forever. His love endures forever. His love endures forever.